Hot 'n' Cold

You make my heart beat faster than it ever did before.

Every night I am crying because of you.

The things you say make me smile.

Things you say but do not do break my heart.

You got me! Cannot do anything against it. ♥

! ! !

Wanna scream it out loud!
Wanna tell you I'm missing you!
Wanna sleep beside you!
Wanna kiss you!
Nothing else but being with you. ♥

Merry Little Christmas

It is snowing. Slowly the flakes are falling. The wind is blowing gently. Quite peaceful. It is winter. It is Christmas. But it will not be a normal one. Everything has changed. This year Christmas is surrounded by death, paint and tears.
And the snow is still falling so softly.
Falling like my broken dreams, all my hope.
You are breaking me every day, again and again and again ...

The farther the distance!

We have got to a point we cannot figure out. We are down, broken & done.
To many facts made this decision. It will be a clean break. Do not try to find me. I am gone.
Anything to say? - I loved you.

Do not say anything you do not mean. Do not promise anything you will break. Just do not anything you will regret!

Keep rocking!
xoxo

I love you

cuz she's amazing, a dive, a killer, a lady, a sexbomb... but she's mine! :) ♥

Love the way you lied

You promised so many things and you've done so little.
You know she loves you. You can guess I love you. And I think you love her even if you cannot see.
I have to stop myself. It hurts already way too much. Every night... but it's alright. Be happy with her.
Because of the pain, because of bleeding I'm feeling I'm still alive.
Maybe I have to move... I think I cannot become happy here.
Hadn't worked out in 16 years. Moving without telling anyone about my new adress or where I moved is sounding very nice to me.

Pretending to rock while crying in my dreams.
xoxo RB

Girls just wanna have fun!

Every time we meet it's just like feeling alive. Everything seems so stupid. All problems are forgotten. We're free. We party. We love us more than anyone could ever understand. We're banded together.
We're there if one of us uses somebody. And so are they.
This is friendship! This is love! That's us! ♥