Helpless

All my thoughts are all about you. I cannot do Or think anything without you in my head. It's killing me slowly. I think you mean already way too much to me. I think you don't/won't feel the same. I've done this so many times before. And still I'm playing the same old song again and again. I'm ridiculously helpless. Kelly Clarkson, Since U Been Gone - Here's the thing we've started up friend It was cool or so you pretend. With each little word what could be enoid or angry it's breaking my heart and I start crying. Love is when you think more about someone else than about you! ... Crying myself asleep though I can rock my dreams! xoxo RB

Breaking dishes

Everyone is breakable.
But you are just breakable when you let something too near to your heart.
Like dishes.
You cannot break dishes if you do not use them.
So it is you who makes yourself breakable.
New project: trying to be unbreakable! As hard as steal.
But just the thought you may think of me or just the thought that it is you who texted me gives me a twitch in my heart...
Shall I give us up or give us another chance?
Do not know. Too confused.
Gettin some beat in my ears... trying to catch a clear thought ...
xoxo Roxy

Your turn ...

I thought we would made it. I thought nothing could ever stop us. ...
But now... you're gone. Still in my mind though. Can't help it out.
I am happy when you're speaking to me. But when you're away I'm thinking of you, us, the possibility. And my head says no.
Don't get it wrong. It's not like you're not awesome but I am not awesome enough for you. You already have so many important persons and things in your live. I don't think there's enough space for me for us. Because I'm getting sick every day, every minute, every second you are not texting me.
It's killing me slowly. I have to stop fighting for us.
Show me that you want me and you will get me. But don't play with me like this. I am sick of it. I am done with it!

Keep on rocking. Rock your dreams.
But do not dream your life.
xoxo RB

Gone in tears!

You live and learn. That's how life is going. That's life.
One of the most important things you learn is to love. But love is always connected with trouble and pain. You cannot have a perfect life. You have to fight for it. You have to loose for it.
Years of happiness are gone in seconds. Lost in tears.
Tears does not show how much you had loved it but they show your pain. If you do not cry that shows your strengths.
Remind yourself nothing last forever! Enjoy it as long as you can though if it is gone you can remember.
It will hurt. Everything hurts. But someday you will think of it and smile. Maybe you keep crying while remember but you know it was it worth fighting for.
It is gone in tears. <3

Keep rockin!
xoxo

I'm yours!

It's ridiculous...
when you smile I am smiling,
when you are sad so am I,
I've never seen you before. Though I've never felt something like this before.
Somehow I'm already yours and you are mine. ♥

I believe...

In all my life I've never met someone like you.
You make me feel better when I'm about to cry. But still it's not enough.
I need to see you, I need to touch you, I need you!
We're like fire and rain. Some say we're not meant for each other. But why do I know you already this well and you me? And why am I missing you when you're not there?
When you're down I'm there for you. When I need you you always give me your hand.

Sometimes I think I'm not good enough. But good enough for what? You? Your friends? You always say I'm crazy. Because you're not better than me. We're both broken. Though you cannot heal alone.

You are not perfect! - For me you are more than perfect.
I am not perfect! - For you I am perfect.
For you, I am cute and your darling.
For me, you are gorgeous and mine. ♥
You aren't perfect, I ain't perfect.
Together, we are perfect. ♥ Like fire and rain. Completely different but somehow the same.
I believe in you.
I believe in me.
I believe in love.
I believe in us! ♥


This is the last time that I try to figure it out!

Keep rockin! Live your dream!
xoxo RB

Like I'm the only girl in the world

She's waiting. Waiting since 3 weeks. Waiting for the one.
She doesn't know him actually. But she's missing him if he's not online. And he makes her feel like she's the only girl in the world.
It's like the world stops for a second. Nothing matters anymore.
Just he + she. Just you + me. Just we ♥

I'm rocking my dream! It's absolutely awesome!
xoxo Rox

Runaway!

Sometimes when nearly everything goes wrong nothing seems to get right again you wish you could run away.
Like you're falling in a big hole can't get a grip on something. You wish you could run away the fastest you can.
But then there's someone holding out his hand for you. Who's listening who's caring about you.
You're falling... but into arms. <3

keep Rockin 'n' dreamin!
xoxo

I don't wanna be

You promise me that I don't have to be jealous. But how can I make myself to stop?!

There are already so many people (so many girls) in your life. Is there enough room for me.

I know that you thing I'm something special. Like I could be the one. Your one.

But what if I'm not special enough for you?!

'Cause you are not like anyone I met before!

But what we have will not last forever. Nothing last forever. So why should we start? Why should it be "we" and not "you" & "me"?! Wouldn't it be easier to stay just friends?

No boy ever reached my heart though it's broken. And I'm protecting it hardly.

So many times I was broken. I swore my heart to never let it be broken again like this. And with the decision to stay away from you I just did it worse than ever.

But what can I do?!

It seems like you don't really need me. You've got your friends. Isn't that enough?

Why do you let me suffer?!

I don't wanna be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't wannabe anything other than me

I don't wanna be anything... but with you. <3