I don't wanna be

You promise me that I don't have to be jealous. But how can I make myself to stop?!

There are already so many people (so many girls) in your life. Is there enough room for me.

I know that you thing I'm something special. Like I could be the one. Your one.

But what if I'm not special enough for you?!

'Cause you are not like anyone I met before!

But what we have will not last forever. Nothing last forever. So why should we start? Why should it be "we" and not "you" & "me"?! Wouldn't it be easier to stay just friends?

No boy ever reached my heart though it's broken. And I'm protecting it hardly.

So many times I was broken. I swore my heart to never let it be broken again like this. And with the decision to stay away from you I just did it worse than ever.

But what can I do?!

It seems like you don't really need me. You've got your friends. Isn't that enough?

Why do you let me suffer?!

I don't wanna be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't wannabe anything other than me

I don't wanna be anything... but with you. <3