Tries and second times.

Awake in the middle of the night she's laying in her bed. Thinking. Trying not to think. Failed. She tries so hard everytime but it seems like that is not enough. She is trying over and over again. She gives second chances... more than second... and what does she have? Nothing. She gets up, puts some cloth on and goes outside. She needs a run right now. She will never be really happy. Always when it seems like there are complications... it sucks... she does not want to go on... just at this moment she reachs the bridge... Keep trying? A second time? ... xoxo RB