Falling rain.

She's lying in her bed in the middle of the night. She cannot sleep.
Listening to the falling rain outside she thinks about everything...
about her BFF in Italy... her politics test tomorrow... and of course about boys.
The one she wants so badly seems like a dream. She hasn't seen him for months... the thought makes her sad... And the other guy?! Complicated but not too little. She thinks she wanted him he didn't believe her. She got over it. She went on. He asked her to get out of his life. So she did. A few days ago, he wrote her saying she has to understand him. Though she doesn't. He has to decide! And if he decides that he wants her it's maybe way too late. But hey, that's life! Smiling by the thought that he'll maybe feel what she felt already two times she fell asleep by the sound of the falling rain.

Yeah, maybe it's mean that I want him to feel the pain too but he deservs it.
But I guess I couldn't have this done to him. Because I feel something for him. Not love but kind of passion.

I'll rock in my dreams now.
- xoxo gn8t Roxburry